It's a creative journey about revealing the small cracks of life that are all so often overlooked. I try to radiate my light there and cross my fingers that others will catch on and radiate that same light to others. Inspiration is key.
I have a poetic soul and I've chosen this journal as my creative outlet. Here is where I'm honest with life, honest with self, honest with truth. This is the world of no judgement and the dreams of tomorrows to come. I write this for the sake of my own sanity.
All and every bit of humanity is an excellent addition to the spectrum of diversity, and it's been made a personal goal of mine to discover even the smallest of corners in this constantly changing wheel. Therefore, to the ladies and gentleman partaking in reading this, throw your Selves onto my platter and let the mental feast begin!
Overall, I've been using this journal as my physical medium to find my Sense of Self. Things are strange at times, other times monotonous, but in the end, they all come together to prove one thing: Progression. It's amazing what time can do, and written documentation is one of those little sparks that make the world more understanding and compassionate.
Feel free to contact me about anything. I love hearing from other people, especially people who have their own thoughts, ideas, beliefs, and passions.
Also, I should mention that I've used LiveJournal under three other names previously. Each journal shows the steps I've taken to get to this Point B, the very place I'm at now. I reccomend that if you want to see some of my past progression, take a look at some of my former pseudolives.
mercutia [This was my first journal. I was naive and learning, finding comfort in experience and squeezing into my own personal niche in life.]
looksofine - [This is the most recent journal I've kept. I do believe that thus far, this is some of the most prominent written documentation I've kept. Please, I'm urging everyone, take a moment or two to sink into this past. In this journal, I learned a lot about Self. I designed myself a new set of emotions and perceptions, I explored and grew. Bittersweet, absolutely.]
otherworldly [I refer to this journal as the 'coming of age' journal. This is where a girl took form of a woman and continually struggled with her mind to catch up. The past was spilled, I lapped it up hungrily, and accepted it with open arms. Now comes the time to move on. the time to progress.]
Belief and Technique for Modern Prose Designed by Jack Kerouac
1. Scribbled secret notebooks, and wild typewritten pages, for yr own joy 2. Submissive to everything, open, listening 3. Try never get drunk outside yr own house 4. Be in love with yr life 5. Something that you feel will find its own form 6. Be crazy dumbsaint of the mind 7. Blow as deep as you want to blow 8. Write what you want bottomless from bottom of the mind 9. The unspeakable visions of the individual 10. No time for poetry but exactly what is 11. Visionary tics shivering in the chest 12. In tranced fixation dreaming upon object before you 13. Remove literary, grammatical and syntactical inhibition 14. Like Proust be an old teahead of time 15. Telling the true story of the world in interior monolog 16. The jewel center of interest is the eye within the eye 17. Write in recollection and amazement for yourself 18. Work from pithy middle eye out, swimming in language sea 19. Accept loss forever 20. Believe in the holy contour of life 21. Struggle to sketch the flow that already exists intact in mind 22. Dont think of words when you stop but to see picture better 23. Keep track of every day the date emblazoned in yr morning 24. No fear or shame in the dignity of yr experience, language & knowledge 25. Write for the world to read and see yr exact pictures of it 26. Bookmovie is the movie in words, the visual American form 27. In praise of Character in the Bleak inhuman Loneliness 28. Composing wild, undisciplined, pure, coming in from under, crazier the better 29. You're a Genius all the time 30. Writer-Director of Earthly movies Sponsored & Angeled in Heaven